Fitnah

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.

It's safe to say it's been ages since my last post. To be fair, nobody is on blogger anymore. It's alright; I'm back here purely for my own satisfaction, rather than for anything else. I have always written things for myself as a form of therapy so I'm not expecting anyone else to be here. Plus, I dont think people read anymore...

But, if you are reading this, Hello and salamualaikum!

A LOT have been happening since I last blogged (obviously) but I rather not get into the details for now

Today, I wanna write about what has been boggling my mind; my fear of social media and the negative impact on society. Jap, let me switch up to more layman terms for easier rant and luahan hati.

Zaman sekarang ni, terlampau banyak fitnah.
Ok, kita definisikan apa itu fitnah;
Dalam konteks yang mudah, fitnah tu macam kau buat cerita tak betul pasal orang lain.
Tapi dalam definisi dewan bahasa pustaka:

Tuduhan (khabar, kisah dan lain-lain) yang diada-adakan (dibuat-buat) untuk memburukkan atau membencanakan seseorang

Tapi perkataan asalnya dari bahasa arab, yang memberi maksud "ujian" atau "cubaan"

Sangatlah menakutkan ya, sekarang ni orang ramai post macam-macam di media sosial, tanpa kenal erti fitnah itu sendiri. Tak kisah berita betul ke tak, sebar dulu, janji dapat likes dan views. Janji FYP!

Weh, tak takut ke korang akan consequences yang mendatang? Di dunia satu hal, di akhirat macamana?

Paling benci kalau orang sebar pung pang pung pang fitnah, lepas kantoi share statement palsu, dia up je lah statement minta maaf. --- DAH HABIS CERITA!

Sedangkan maruah orang yang terlibat macamana? Anak beranak, keluarga dia macamana? Mana nak letak muka.. Benda dah viral! Satu Malaysia dah kecam berjemaah, dah kumpul dosa kecam kat bahagian komen. 

Mungkin sebab arus perdana media sosial terlampau laju, semua benda kita nak share pada media sosial. Share dulu, betul ke tak belakang cerita. Kita ketagih pada likes dan comments kot? 

Perang sosial media politik lagi la menakutkan. Yang ada gambar profile berkopiah, berserban, bertudung labuh pun syok menyebarkan fitnah, apatah lagi yang berpakaian biasa-biasa je. Sedih tengok masyarakat kita parah betul.

Bila mana aku terbaca / terlintas kat my fyp atau home page;

And I think to myself -- wujud ya orang begini? Boleh ya seseorang berwatakan begini? Sebelah tangan pegang ayat al-Quran, sebelah lagi pegang berita palsu/fitnah. 

Menakutkan!

Takyah la musuh Islam datang nak pecah belahkan kita; dia tepuk tangan je tengok kita gaduh sesama sendiri.

Ironically, all of this inspires me to betulkan diri dengan lebih baik, menjadi orang yang lebih baik dan jauhi dari perangai tak elok camtu. Kita nak share sesuatu, fikir 2-3 kali; perlu ke post? Ada kita harm sesiapa tak? Berita nak share ni sahih ke? Verify dulu la baru share. Haa gitu.

Kalau ada yang terbaca, moga check balik niat kita buat sesuatu. Berbalik pada fitrah kita. Pepatah kata "kerana mulut badan binasa" tapi kat social media bukan mulut directly la tapi tangan kita yang menaip itu ini. Hadis pun ada cakap "berkata baik ataupun diam". Janganlah kita gali lubang sendiri!

Semoga Allah jauhkan kita dari perangai yang buruk dan kurniakan kita hidayah untuk jadi yang lebih baik!

On a side note, I feel weird writing all of these in Malay but I think it's better lah kan. Lebih feeling gituh!

I'm Not Okay

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
I don't know where to begin..

This clearly isn't the best time to write a post, considering I have exams next week and I barely read anything -- but I think I need to pen it down.

I wasn't sure what I was going through for the past couple of months. Heck, I am still unsure of it. I was having panic attacks and it was getting more frequent. I'd like to think I could manage things through but apparently I couldn't because it is still haunting me. As I write these down, I can feel such anxiety started to hover me. It's not even out for the world yet, and I already feel crappy.

I don't know what happened or triggered that made me this way but one thing for sure, I don't feel like the same person I was few months back. I'm starting to lose myself as days passed by and I was just living one day after another. I started to lose appetite, gained them back and lost it then it came back. Like a tennis ball being hit back and forth.

I spoke to few people about it, just the surface of it. Some asked whether I was stressed. I don't think I was, to be honest, because it all feels normal with no addition stress or whatsoever. I then realised that maybe certain things that happened before, was still lingering and I wasn't getting over them. It was buried deep inside and now it finally is eating me up. It didn't feel like a big of a deal or maybe I'm just in denial? I don't know, man.

Lately, there are so many people I care and love were sad, broken and just lost; I couldn't do anything to help and I just feel I am breaking too, inside.

When you think when you get older you'd figure things out and turns out - you can get lost along the way.

-

Aku tak tau macamana nak luahkan perasaan ni.

ceyy ayat, bajet habis.

tapi seriously, this is madness. i need to get this out my chest.

I seriously hate the tv shows in Malaysia. Especially those on Astro Channels.

THERE. I've said it.

Why?

Because it is full of sampah sarap yang busuk menusuk hidung.

First of all, KILAUAN EMAS. whadhupp with that? Ala-ala AF tapi untuk orang tua-tua? (mengikut pemahaman sendiri about the show) sebab aku tak nak tengok show tu, geli, malu dan bermacam-macam perasaan ada.

Ingatkan bila dah makin berumur, makin ada usaha nak dekat denganNya. I'm not saying that we as teenagers need to wait till we're like 50 to actually seek for God but, USUALLY, when we're aging we tend to look for Him because we're tired of the world. Ini tak, macam dah world end aku rasa. Seram ok. It's like they're trying to make their old dreams come true. Yea lah, AF tu untuk budak2 muda.

Okay?

Whatever shows berkaitan with dancing. Dari dulu yang sehati berdansa tu aku dah rasa tak sedap dah. Mari Menari ke. Showdown ke. Whadhupp la? SEMUANYA nak tiru orang barat. Silap-silap hari bulan kau tiru show "16 & Pregnant" tu. Naa kan, macam tak tau kat Malaysia ni banyak kes buang bayi. Jangan nanti ada yang tampil ke hadapan dan bagi solution ni :
Bagi mengelakkan kes pembuangan bayi makin berleluasa, kita buat realiti tv yang bertajuk '16 dan mengandung' supaya mereka ni ada sense utk tanggungjawab kat baby tu

MALAYSIAN, Y U NO THINK?

Betul kata-kata seseorang tu (aku tak ingat siapa) yang kata kita sebenarnya tak merdeka pun. Sebab fikiran dan mentality kita serupa dengan orang barat.

Arak? cool.

Pre-marital sex? cool.

Sexy? cool.

Drugs? cool.

Clubbing? cool.

Who says these things are super cool? It's all up to you man. If you think these things are cool, then 'cool' it will be. Kalau kau bukak minda sikit, kau akan fikir, apa kejadahnya benda ni buat kat body aku? Arak and drugs rosakkan minda and judgment, pre-marital sex & being sexy buat aku macam murahan, clubbing yang kononnya nak release tension tu seronok sementara je.

If you are doing these things to get away your problem, let me tell you a fact, you can never run away from your problem. Makin lari darinya, makin dikejar. Problems won't go away if you don't sit down and settle them. Kalau judgement samar-samar camana nak settle betul2?

ok, aku dah detour habis jauh dah.

back to tv shows.

tv shows plays important role in one's life sbb semua benda kat tv 'cool'. tengok laki caring sikit dgn awek, terus si perempuan nak laki camtu. boo. (contoh je lah) then, tv kalau dah tunjuk benda2 sampah, menjadi sampah la masyarakat tu KALAU dia tidak berpikir.

again, MALAYSIAN, Y U NO THINK?

judgement kita lemah, tak boleh nak beza mana satu ok dan tak ok. even kita tau, kita tak follow, sbb kita lemah.

aku kalau ada anak aku tak nak anak aku tengok tv. huhu. nanti rosak. anak-anak kecik asyik ikut tagline celebrity AF. wow so cool. so comel. SO ROSAK.

ape anak kau dpt if dia ikut2 AF, nak jadi celebrity, jadi artis.

ada satu show kat mtv tu dia train anak dia dari kecik utk jadi celebrity. ohmy. americans. desperate nak anak dia famous. pastu dia famous then what? oh im sorry, we are talking about getting gazzilions of money cos of being famous.

yeah 'who says money cant buy happiness?'

sure. it can, but bukan eternal happiness. keseronokan yang sekejap, pastu duit habis, happiness pun habis. kalau we find a deeper meaning about life, that's like the ultimate happiness.

ok. detour teruk dah.

done for the day.

valentine's day.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.

actually, aku tak nak ulas perkara ni. tapi, post-post di news feed facebook buatkan aku nak tulis 1001 perkara.

artikel pengharaman v'day. [link]

i don't know what's going on the news and all, which politician said what, but all i know, they said v'day is haram.

*tarik nafas dalam-dalam*

panjang topic ni.

1) what is the story behind v'day?
some say it's about a love story between a priest and a girl, how their love somewhat forbidden, and he sent to her his love letters, from prison. (i forgot how he ended up there) and somehow he died, without meeting his love.

how true was that story? probably 0.01% -- because it's more a 'fairy tale' rather than reality.

what is the true story behind v'day? i don't know. read wikipedia and you'll find various version. i don't really care anyway.


2) v'day is from christian's belief
in Islam, we're told not to follow anything that resembles another religion. but about v'day comes from christian belief, i don't know how true it is. because, i'm not a christian, and frankly speaking i don't really know what is their point of view on this day. all i know is that v'day is related to saint valentine, a martyr. that's all. there was a recent news, it states that v'day is not a christian celebration -- at least not in malaysia. [link]


my thoughts :
1) v'day is a day where one express their love for another, regardless their lover or their relatives (parents) my say, why should we wait for this one particular day, namely 14 feb, every year just to express our love for them? love should be unconditional.

2) rakyat kita memang suka mengikut. takde pendirian sendiri. agama sendiri diabaikan. kalaulah dari dulu nenek moyang kita sembah berhala (style ala-ala zaman jahiliah) confirm kita pun ikut saja la. lepas tu, tiba-tiba lah ada orang buat announcement, cakap sembah berhala tu salah, semua bising. sebab dah BIASA dengan perkara tu. tiba-tiba nak ubah. mestilah marah.
old habits die hard, you know?

3) "kenapa haramkan v'day? new year tu lagi teruk sampai gaduh2 kat klcc." bagi aku sama je. dua-dua celebration results bad things. kenapa v'day je diharamkan? sebab dah dikata, tak elok celebrate, tiada siapa nak faham. masih celebrate. mereka yang declare benda tu haram, sbb dah tak tau nak buat apa kot. tapi bahayanya, suka suki jatuhkan benda itu ini haram, rakyat fed up. senang cerita kan, explain elok-elok kenapa haram. rakyat sekarang bukan macam dulu, ikut arahan bulat-bulat. aku rasa memang patut benda ni jadi issue, supaya semua orang bukak mata, pasang telinga, tahu what's really going on.

4) "but we're not like, following one's religion or do zina. it's just for fun." couple, kekasih, boyfriend-girlfriend is actually haram. [link] what more to celebrate LOVEY DOVEY day with them. super haram.


my conclusion :
there's no need to celebrate valentine's day.

menjadi kejam seketika.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.

SALAM 1 MALAYSIA << i've always wanted to say that. and now that i did, HAHAH lawak deh.

anyway. aku tak puas hati. sebab. ntah. just tak puas hati. i've been reading blogs and aaaaaaaaah tak puas hati !! bukannya apa. sebab kawan-kawan blogger aku yang meluahkan perasaan diorang, dan aku rasa, benda tu kici punya hal, tapi jadi benda besar sebab benda tu diperbesarkan. walaupun takde kena mengena dengan myself, aku tetap rasa tak puas hati.

okay, sebagai teenager, atau to be exact, teenage girls. these are the main things you blog about.

1) how sucks your life is.
"today my mom shouted at me and took the remote control away. omagad! so annoying and tiba-tiba je hi-jack remote control tv tu apahal? menopausal ke? eeee. i nak tengok cerita gossip girl pun tak dapat. dah la season finale!!! EEEE FML"

girl, it's just a tv show. you won't die if you didn't get to see an episode of it. and heck, i think your life would be better without a show like gossip girl cos it's a CRAP show. and to kutuk your momma like that? it's a no no. God's watching ya!

2) how your friends hurt you
"ada ke patut dia tak ajak aku gerak ou sekali. wadahek. aku kalau keluar ajak dia. EVERYTIME!!! *toot *toot* betul mamat ni. geram aku. lain kali jangan harap aku nak ajak kau. pergi mati la kau. ingat kau bagus sangat. ingat kereta kau gempak sangat? pfft"

.... okay, memang terasa sebab tak diajak. tapi mesti ada reason sebab dia tak ajak. mungkin kau ni annoying? kau selalu pau dia time bayar lunch? atau whatever reasons lah. kalau orang suka kau confirm dia akan ajak kau keluar sekali. kalau kau perangai buruk, siapa nak lepak dengan kau, brader??

3) how you saw your crush today
"hari nampak dia :))))) dia sangat hensem aaaaaaaaaaa. kiutttt. and he smiled and said hi. omagad cair. i kept looking at him. ok best day in this week~~"

*MUNTAH* believe it or not, for me to tulis ayat-ayat diatas tersebut memerlukan guts yang banyak sebab aku GELI. nampak je dah cair. kalau cakap-cakap dengan mamat tu ntah kau dah tak bernafas dah kot? ha ha.

4) how you are in love with someone you're not supposed to be in love with
"sigh, aku nampak dia dari jauh je. pilu. aku tak tau nak buat macamana dah. he's all i've been thinking about. dia pulak buat bodoh je. kau tau tak aku terseksa!! and stop hanging out with that ugly b***** !! aaaa. jeles :((( im in love with you la bodoh"

where do i even start? he's not meant for you so MOVE ON. it's hard? try doing it, then you'd know it's possible or not. gila ke apa kesian kat laki tu kena maki sebab kau yang beriya-iya suka kat dia. and jangan cakap you're in love. cos you're not!

nanti aku post kenapa it's not love. ni satu topic yang panjang. haha.

5) things at school
"aku benci betul cikgu bm tu. apahal selalu attack aku ni? aku buat kot homework kau semua. yang si X tu tak buat langsung kau tak nak attack? eee benci."

hahahaha. cikgu nak mengajar pun salah. ntah la. all i can say is, one day you'll thank her for being like that cos if not you wouldn't be studying.

6) for the ones ada gf/bf
"it's our 7 weekaniversary today. i love you sayang. you're my only one, baby. rindu hugs and kisses from sayang :( nanti kita celebrate okay hubby sayang"

MAK AIH GELI GABAN. maaf, aku allergic benda-benda ni. sejak bila pulak kau kahwin dengan mamat tu? aku rasa ramai orang melayu ni tak sedar yang dating tu haram, dan couple-couple before marriage tu haram.

akanku elaborate issue ni lagi.

7) the must have words in blogs
F***
S***
C****
L*****
babi < the only word aku mampu taip sebab dia binatang.

konklusi? aku pun pernah lalui zaman muda-mudi teenager ni. jadi aku tau la sikit-sikit. aku mengaku, aku pun ada entry pasal tak puas hati dengan kawan-kawan, benda yang terjadi kat sekolah and etc. tapi aku takde la sampai mencarut setiap ayat.

contohnya :
"F*** bodoh gila minah ni aku dah cakap jangan kacau babi l***** setan sial."

apa kau dapat dari mencarut ni? puas ke hati? aku rasa lagi kau sakit hati ada la.

dan aku, alhamdulillah sedar akan perangai buruk tu so aku stop. aku kalau boleh nak sedarkan orang ramai jugak tapi nampaknya orang ramai lagi suka berperangai buruk, mungkin dia ingat macam tu cool kot. aku pun confuse.

sudah-sudah lah tu. sedar la wahai kawan-kawan.

aku tengok malaysia ni future dia tak cerah sebab pemuda pemudi perangai macam ni. orang kata, nak predict future negara kena tengok belia-belia. belia sekarang pun ke arah kehancuran. apa nak jadi wehhhh?

fesbuk.

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.

i'm in the mood of writing but i don't know what to write. if i start ranting again about human's behavior, my blog would be hated and might get suspended.

let's rant about facebook. *nods head*

why did I deleted my facebook?

i'd say "simply", but it's much more complicated than that.

maybe it's because there's so much cons than pros? don't you think about that?

i know before i depart from malaysia, i've said, if anything just find me through facebook, cos i'm always there. maybe that is the problem; I'M ALWAYS THERE!

i don't really give out comments or wall post but i just check on people. and like their videos, their posts, or something. and i stalk people. *gasp*

facebook is really a medium for someone to stalk you. (besides twitter) anyway twitter is just another thing, it doesn't give much of info unlike facebook. oh well, we'll get to that.

facebook allows you to post whatever you doing, whoever you're dating, wherever you're living, where did you get your education, where are you working, where are you now, who's your friend, your family members, your best friends, etc etc, you get the point k.

it's fun when you have everyone's info and their "what's up" at the tip of your finger but pls note that facebook never, i repeat, NEVER erases these infos. these infos are stored somewhere and will be use for some intelligence agency (i'm thinking CIA, haha) and yeah, you are pretty much pwned. and i used the game slang to show that you are really PWNED!!

you might say, "ahh, this is BS. where they gonna find so much space for all the infos. pfft"

let me respond to that. ehem. there's no limit of space when you stalk someone. they must've some technologically awesome nano thingy to store gazillions of infos. mhmm.

you might say i'm paranoid and such, but to prove it to you, give me a good reason why can't you delete your facebook for good? and if you deactivate it you'd be able to restore all your things, and it will be as good as where you left it.

ah-ha.

PWNED !

and if you do delete some stuff at facebook, it's just hidden on the eyes of the public, but not for the intelligence agency.

if you don't believe me, read the terms and conditions of facebook. that's right, you don't like to read the terms and conditions. how would you know what's really going on?

this doesn't really summed up why did i delete my facebook. haha. -.-

oh and twitter, you can only let ppl stalk you when you tell the whole world "what are you up to?"

so. this website is basically telling ppl like :
"Hey, do you like to be stalked? come and join twitter!"
"You'll be announcing to the world what are you up to" (and you can count the amount who actually cares about it)

i will let my twitter live because i know my dad checks up on me there. since my facebook died he should know what am i up to. right dad? hehe. and of course, my best mates. they'd know what's up with me.

actually, twitter is meant for celebrities cos we'll love to know what are they up to. but some ppl think they're celebrities by floating my homepage with their insignificance tweets. and to tweet every 1 minute? oh no. where is the block button? ha ha. kidding. you'll free to do whatever you want. just think that, "hey, maybe i shud lessen my insignificance tweets so ppl wont get bored of me?". :P

celebrities does that, (tweets every 5 seconds) but you do know when you like / adore someone, you wouldn't care about their annoying behaviours because they are "perfect" in your eyes. -.-

WOOHOO! my rants are getting longer and longer.

i think i shud create an email, in case the hate mails are coming. huahuahua.

on a short note, happy father's day to ayah. i miss talking mindless things with you. hee.

PS : stress pimples are out, sprouting like mushrooms!

Malaysia adalah negara Islam?

ASAS-ASAS NEGARA ISLAM

Asas-asas utama sesebuah negara itu diiktiraf sebagai negara Islam antaranya ialah;

· Sesebuah negara yang tunduk akur di bawah kuasa Islam dan orang Islam sebagai ketua pemerintah.

· Tanahair orang Islam adalah sah sebagai negara Islam.

· Sesebuah negara yang aman dan bebas didirikan syiar Islam di dalamnya.



MALAYSIA ADALAH NEGARA ISLAM

Hasil dari definisi dan pandangan ulama mengenai negara Islam, jelaslah Malaysia sebagai negara Islam kerana ciri-ciri berikut;

· Malaysia adalah tanahair orang Islam sejak turun temurun.

· Ketua pemerintahan negara dipegang oleh orang Islam.

· Malaysia masih didiami oleh orang-orang Islam sebagai pemunya.

· Umat Islam bebas menunaikan amalan syariat Islam malah dibantu oleh Kerajaan.

· Sistem mempertingkatkan ibadah, munakahat dan muamalat dilaksanakan di serata negara.

· Pendidikan Islam diajar dari peringkat sekolah rendah hingga ke peringkat institusi pengajian tinggi dan sentiasa ditingkatkan mutunya.

· Mahkamah syariah ditubuh dengan rasmi dan hasil keputusannya tidak boleh diganggu oleh mahkamah sivil.

taken from this website. click for further reading.

Kalau Malaysia negara Islam, takkan diluluskan lesen perjudian WORLD CUP 2010.
Kalau Malaysia negara Islam, takkan ada rempit2, segala masalah sosial belia zaman sekarang.
Kalau Malaysia negara Islam, takkan belia2 alpa dengan tugas mereka.
Kalau Malaysia negara Islam, takkan terjadi kes bunuh2 yang dahsyat.
Kalau Malaysia negara Islam, takkan dipisahkan ajaran agama dan ajaran saintifik.
(Yea, ajaran sains mmg selaras dgn ajaran agama!)