it's nice to see myself updating the blog regularly. *grins* it's like seeing something rising up from the ashes I supposed? haha. bear with me, I blog when I feel there's things to share. ;P
as usual, I put myself together (oh, sounds very sadistic there) to go to the hospital for practicals. but each day there's always an outcome, a non-related medic study outcome from it.
today, I learnt that there's so many cases of underage sex, premarital sex (that end up in obs & gynae section, if you know what I mean*) and most of them comes from the malays. when kak keenah did her 'clerking' I saw the files and I was literally having goosebumps and in fear.
14, 15 year olds are smoking, sexually active? "drinking since 18 year old". a drug user as well. are. you. kidding. me?
the main reason is pretty much the same. lack of attention.love from the family. lack of religious act. I guess all those are things that basically gives you pleasure in life. but it's temporary. it ENDS. when it ends, you crave for more and more and more, and when it's too late, you will most likely end up having liver cirrhosis, hepatitis C, lung cnacer and a child in your belly. and are too broken to be accepted in the family. maybe.
then it hits me; it's not their fault, they didn't know, they were the victims in this condition. if only they knew there is another way. to channel all the energies, to Islam itself. how wonderful Islam is, it's the perfect religion as it covers pretty much the WHOLE life cycle of a man. as Ustaz Alias Othman (a lecturer at CSCMU) said, even when you park your car, there is an Islamic way and by Islamic way, of course it is based on Quran and hadith. subhanallah!
how you may ask?
Abu Hurairra reported that the Prophet, may Allah bless him and grant him peace, said, “A man passed by a fallen branch in the middle of the road and said, ‘By Allah, I will remove this from the path of the Muslims so that it does not inconvenience them’ and he was admitted into the Garden.” (Muslim)
by implying this hadtih on parking a car, one should park so that he will not create an obstacle (and make way) for other people. get it? awesome right?!
so. as the Ustaz said, even a tiny thing such as parking a car has an Islamic way, what about the bigger things? of course there is!
we must know and understand why we are told to abstain from taking alcohol, drugs, and premarital sex. and for these people who did all these, it's not their fault if they don't understand. someone should tell them. someone should explain to them. someone is us!
we, as the people who has the ilm (knowledge) of why is so and so, we should spread it. Rasulullah SAW once said, “Spread my Message, even if it is one word" and the message is not just limited to Rasulullah's hadith, but also to what the prophet intend to spread; which is Islam itself.
all of a sudden, I feel that it's truly my destiny to become a doctor, to treat the illness of the patient inside out, jasad and their roh.
honestly, I feel so blessed, as He had protect me from all these 'social illness'. I may be ignorant in the past, with most of my friends are male, I was living in the city, with all my likings of useless things, my idols were the celebrities, I was never sexually active, smoking and abusing drugs and insyaAllah will never be.
but somehow I can relate why the teens are acting so.
these things made you feel happy. but for a shortwhile. that's why we crave for more. and it's part of human's characteristic to satisfy one's nafs. it's just when you do it the wrong way, it's wrong.
so many life lessons to be learnt. :)
PS : didn't proof read. kak mazwin's laptop is just too unique. he he. juuuust kidding, kak. loves ya. ;)