In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
ar-ruhul jadid.
that means, new spirit
this new spirit, this inner peace is amazing.
and you know what? it only comes from Him.
and whether you like it or not, that is in fact the truth.
I've tried so many 'things' whenever I'm down, or stressed our and nothing worked out, really.
it did make me forget of my problems for a while and then I'm back to reality and I'd still feel all stressed-out.
it's hard, I do believe so it is, to make the first step on getting yourself back together. for a moment I tried to do so, I feel so weird and feels like stopping whatever I was doing back then and I just wanna lie down and stare at the ceiling, doing nothing. I wanna drown my thoughts so I turned up the volume of the song, I sleep more because the reality sucks. sigh.
but then when you push yourself towards Him, I believe He will 'settle' your problems eventually.
how?
by giving you an inner peace so that you can think rationally and realistically how to solve whatever problem you're having.
by giving you strength, to endure whatever you have been putting up for
by giving you patience, to wait for the unknown outcomes
by giving you everything you need to overcome your problem.
truly, I myself is juggling between few major things and I always tell myself not to worry because He had everything planned for me, I just gotta work on my part of the job and leave everything else to Him.
despite what everybody is telling me, despite of how everyone's point of view of whatever I'm doing.
I know I'm doing the right thing, it takes time. cos I'm just too slow (or stupid) to understand things. haha.
of course I had my days whereby I panicked, cried, shout out loud etc but I'll make sure that I only let Him knows that and no one else. (okay, by saying so I'm basically telling everyone about this. embarrassing! but hey, my point is, it's normal to have these kinds of moments, okay?)
"tie your camel and put trust in Allah"
put an effort, and leave it to Him!
everything, and I mean e v e r y t h i n g in this world belongs to Him. ask Him and He shall respond to your prayers. He'll never let us down, on the contrary, He is always there for us whenever we had no one else around. :')
let us all pray for the better us and pray so that we won't be opt out from His guidance and love. :)
sometimes I feel like bursting out, taking it out on someone or something but it isn't worth it.
and being angry to an angry person isn't doing any good. -- irrelevant to the post, but it's just a thought.
have a wonderful day people.
#mayAllahbless
#peace
#ishouldbestudying
#inspiredtowritehowlah
#betterworkhardonmyself
#itsabloghashtagsdontworkright
