5 pesanan ummi

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.

1. Solat taubat dengan taubat nasuha Amalkan solat taubat tu setiap malam sebelum tidur, 2 rakaat hingga ia menjadi tabiat

2. Berwudhu' setiap masa. Setiap pagi selepas subuh baca al-Quran at least 1 ayat. Lihat apa yang disuruhNya yang belum dibuat dan apa yang dilarangNya yang masih gagal ditinggalkan.

3. Solat dhuha bersungguh-sungguh, amalkan ayat kursi. Doa bersungguh-sungguh.

4. Jauhkan diri dari hamba-hambaNya yg fasiq; solat istikharah

5. Teruskanlah perjuangan untuk Allah


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Doakan aku untuk istiqamah.

:)

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In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
whenever I release my inner thoughts it never come out right.
I should learn when I should talk and when I shouldn't.
let's just pick to be quiet -- so that I'll commit less foul in talking.

to please human is so challenging. so just stick to the plan of pleasing your Lord.

why can't we learn?
life is about give and take.
and to have a clean heart, salamatussadr and try to husnu zhon (cos I know it's hard)

tolerate. that's all I crave for.

lesson of the week

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
setelah struggle dengan nafs dan emotion pada minggu ini,
satu-satunya conclusion aku dapat adalah;

rebelling doesnt benefits oneself, plus it make us loss. (as in rugi)

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aku struggle antara apa aku nak buat dengan apa yang Allah nak aku buat.
jadi, marilah kita kembali ke pangkal jalan;


rabbi yassir wala tuassir.

sungguh lah~

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
selagi kita tak settle sesuatu 'masalah' kita tu, selagi tu kita akan diuji sesuatu seumpama masalah tu.

haih laa.

lari dari masalah takkan menolong kita, sebaliknya menyusahkan kita.

kita kena face the problem and settle it eventually. huuu.

aku pegang ayatNya yang kata, "takkan diuji seseorang hamba itu melainkan kemampuannya" 2:286
tapi berat, sangat berat beban tu bila dipikul atas bahu sendiri.

fikir.

fikir.

fikir.

macamana nak settle. aku kalau down, memang gaya nak terjunam gaung je kadang-kadang.

i wanted to talk to someone so badly.

it's just that i feel that no one understand, except for Him.

but i wanted to talk to someone anyway; so i called him.

cerita je to him walaupun itu bukan the main problem, aku cerita problem yang lebih kecil, supaya dia tak risau sangat, kot? heehe.

just nak nangis dengan someone without getting him/her crying together with me. so. called ayah.

i felt better.

and the only way i will feel much better;

is if i talk to Him.

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ni la ni, bila down, kerja nak menjunam je jatuh. argh. i hate myself for being like this. stooping so low. come on, iman kena naik!

sungguh lah~

aku rasa aku daie paling fail ve mire!

:'((

treacherous heart

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
hati yang sering dibolak-balik;
lebih cepat berbolak balik dari isi periuk yang menggelegak.

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maybe so I am being sensitive whenever someone shoot unpleasant words.
and definitely, I believe it's a test from Him so I'll be more patient, but..

I'm only human.