sungguh lah~

In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
selagi kita tak settle sesuatu 'masalah' kita tu, selagi tu kita akan diuji sesuatu seumpama masalah tu.

haih laa.

lari dari masalah takkan menolong kita, sebaliknya menyusahkan kita.

kita kena face the problem and settle it eventually. huuu.

aku pegang ayatNya yang kata, "takkan diuji seseorang hamba itu melainkan kemampuannya" 2:286
tapi berat, sangat berat beban tu bila dipikul atas bahu sendiri.

fikir.

fikir.

fikir.

macamana nak settle. aku kalau down, memang gaya nak terjunam gaung je kadang-kadang.

i wanted to talk to someone so badly.

it's just that i feel that no one understand, except for Him.

but i wanted to talk to someone anyway; so i called him.

cerita je to him walaupun itu bukan the main problem, aku cerita problem yang lebih kecil, supaya dia tak risau sangat, kot? heehe.

just nak nangis dengan someone without getting him/her crying together with me. so. called ayah.

i felt better.

and the only way i will feel much better;

is if i talk to Him.

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ni la ni, bila down, kerja nak menjunam je jatuh. argh. i hate myself for being like this. stooping so low. come on, iman kena naik!

sungguh lah~

aku rasa aku daie paling fail ve mire!

:'((