In The Name Of Allah, The Most Beneficent, The Most Merciful.
I keep telling myself to not to try to be someone and just start being yourself. Right? But I don't even like myself. So I did some changing.
And maybe, just maybe on certain things, I change things way too much and it's just all happened too fast that the change doesn't stay permanently. It's just a cover. and inside, it's all lies.
Just for being home for 2 months and I've become such a horrible person again. I don't like this, I don't like me. I feel I'm being too hypocritical.
Clearly I still need guidance. A LOT OF THEM. I can't fly with my own wings, I still need to learn how to crawl before I run.
Strength & hope, I need you guys.
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